What do I write tonight?
I shall be going to Karachi soon...under circumstances I could never have imagined five months ago. I was a different person altogether, when I left. I guess life struck again, and I was caught unawares, as always. Tonight of all nights I do not want to travel down the perilous terrain of 'What Ifs?' Thats the last thing I need.
My only consolation right now is that HE is closer to me than my jugular vein, and when I call out to HIM, HE listens.
And there is Zoran ofcourse. My source of constant joy Alhamdollilah. Just today as I climbed a wobbly chair to take out one of his toys, which was in the top most shelf in his cupboard, he held on to it tightly and said, "Dont worry Mama, you are my princess and I will always 'porotect' you."
:)
I shall be going to Karachi soon...under circumstances I could never have imagined five months ago. I was a different person altogether, when I left. I guess life struck again, and I was caught unawares, as always. Tonight of all nights I do not want to travel down the perilous terrain of 'What Ifs?' Thats the last thing I need.
My only consolation right now is that HE is closer to me than my jugular vein, and when I call out to HIM, HE listens.
And there is Zoran ofcourse. My source of constant joy Alhamdollilah. Just today as I climbed a wobbly chair to take out one of his toys, which was in the top most shelf in his cupboard, he held on to it tightly and said, "Dont worry Mama, you are my princess and I will always 'porotect' you."
:)
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